Happy 21st Birthday Sarah all your cats aren’t just going around the neighborhood or getting lost they’re getting eaten by coyotes.

Guess what animals I’m about to start killing. And now all my cats need to come in at night no exceptions.

NES is gone.
Pepper is gone.
Fluff Puff is gone.
Patchy is gone.
Opossum is gone.
Panther is gone.

I’m not okay. I’m not okay with knowing my animals that I raised like my own children were killed and eaten. I’m not okay.

I had Pepper for seven years.
I had NES for one and a half years.
I had Fluff Puff for five years.
I had Patchy for four years.
I had Opossum for five months.
I had Panther for six months.

I still can’t fathom that this is true now. It’s making me want to puke.

I don’t know what to do.